i’m not wanting to ruin this relationship 

and i’m not wanting to cut you off

but how can you expect me to be content in this friendship?

when you know what i want, but continue to ignore it

i won’t let myself get hurt again, there’s no way.

i cried myself to sleep for a month

and yeah i know it’s tragic

but i’m not letting myself go through it again.

so goodbye my darling

goodbye my friend

i’m not a little keepsake for you to take out and play with

we want different things

so goodbye forever.

i suppose i had to ruin this 

i had to do it

i knew what i did was right when all you said was “ok.”